I realized I’m at a crossroads. I need to make a decision. It isn’t that I don’t want to go down this road, it’s that I want to go down both roads.
That is just not possible. There isn’t enough time in the day.
I’ve decided to take a couple of days and evaluate, write about things, make some decision trees and pro/con lists, and so on. This is my future. This is about what I want to do for the rest of my life.
I’m torn, I won’t lie to you. My choice lies in 3 competing desires. Two of them are minimally compatible, while the third might be compatible, but time constraints impinge on either of the other two. All of them need full-time commitment to make them work.
I’ll let you know what I decided in a few days.