Things are moving more slowly than I want right now. And yet, they are moving quite fast, too!
My plans for the future are coming together. At the same time, I’m deepening ties to my current situation, I’m letting go in other ways. Lots of clearing of energy is happening. I like that.
The deepening ties are to some of the people in my life. I need to give in order to clear the channel, the funnel, of the universe that I am privileged to employ.
OK, enough of the cryptic!
I want to move into an RV and travel around the country. When the desire became too great to ignore, I talked to my spirit-self, God, Universal energy, Guiding spirits, or whatever you choose to call it – and the results were nearly immediate. The money showed up within 24 hours!
OK, so things are moving in that direction, and the next milestone is in my face: obtain the vehicle. The first vehicle didn’t pan out. I’ve found a few others, and I’m waiting to see what will play out. Money is in the bank, waiting.
I’ve put together a “timeline” on Excel to guide me in my choices, tasks and chores over the next few months, and set a target date for actually hitting the road, leaving my current address, and setting out across country.
There are many bits and pieces to cover, address, change, release, face and change. The biggest thing that needs to change is ME!
I’m facing a lot of fear right now. It’s the fear of the unknown, of failure, and rejection. But really, am I not rejecting my current situation and refusing to fail – by following my dreams? That leaves the fear of the unknown. We all face the unknown every day.
I’ve become stagnant, grounded, mired, and bogged-down. I’m covered-up by possessions and expectations. The expectations of others and myself, about how my life should be lived. The quicksand is sucking me back in, but I’m floating instead to the top.
Oh, and I may be having surgery on my ankle. Finally! It got messed up when I was in a car wreck almost 50 years ago. Ankle surgery has come so far as to be able to fix the problem that makes it so weak. That means that after the cast comes off, my body will have to re-adjust again from the leg up. Hopefully, when all is said and done, the strain on that side of my body will be less than it is right now.
Enough reflection for today, folks. I have work to do! Another section to be cleared out, another shelf emptied off, more boxes to go through. And I get to set up my new wifi unit and check out the signal for my devices.
Lots more to do for today, this week.
Love and light!